I'm so fucking sorry guys. I'm trying so bloody hard to complete everything I owe, which I will don't worry, just its taking so much time cause I'm so depressed rn I havent been doing anything.
I really hate life right now.
It's really difficult for me to do anything when I'm in this frame of mind, and it doesn't help when a certain person I cared for is acting like a dick.
Yknow, it really hurts when someone tells you that you need to change, even if it's not them exact words. This has been happening all my life, I'm never going enough the way I am it seems.
It's devastating when you put so much effort into trying to make something work,